I can remember when I used to do just about everything I wanted. This was until I could no longer do that. Then, I started doing just what I could to stay alive. While still able to do a little more, I’m now, relegated to doing whatever I can, to stay alive.

It didn’t use to be like this. I was also a Republican at that time and didn’t care about anyone who had any affliction like min. They’ve never been a victim. They’ve never had anything imposed upon them, by a wicked society full of alcoholics running the streets, in every municipality in America.

That’s what got me 34 years ago. My life was forever changed by a drunk driver running a red light to slam, t-bone, into the car I was riding shotgun in, to put me in a coma for a month with a severe closed head injury, that still haunts me.

Even though I’m right-handed, since my strokes, I’ve lost dexterity in my right hand, making me ambidextrous, to a point. I write with my right hand and type with both, yet my right hand does all the fat-fingering, slowing down my typing. I still have the dropsies, with my right hand. I put all my weight on my left side to stabilize myself. my injuries are profound and not easy to live with, so, I do what I can to survive, now. I know what’s it’s like to be a victim. Do you?

I have found it very hard to forgive any alcoholic, since that abrupt interruption in my life, 34 years ago. I don’t think, I can ever forgive any alcoholism, since that disease, is a disease of choice. In my mind, anyone who defends any alcoholic dispositions or actions, especially when they are drunk, are as guilty as the alcoholic, committing the offense.

That only tells me one thing. All of the Senators, protecting Kavanaugh have the same problem as the judge has, alcohol. that’s why they defend him, and that’s what will issue their demise. I for one, cannot stand to listen to any of these angry Senators. Each of their voices, curdle my stomach and raise my blood pressure so high, that it’s downright dangerous of me to even, try to listen, to them. Every time I hear them, I hear Russian collusion. Their contempt for real justice is despicable. Why are they ignoring my assault? It was initiated by alcohol, just like Dr. Blasey-Ford’s.

My only wish is that I knew 30 years ago, what I know now, about what it was that held back my recovery. What I didn’t know it was my diet of high carbohydrate food that was dragging down my recovery, just like it drove my wild, life before my injuries.

Now, I know exactly what it was that ruined my life and it’s ruining everyone else’s right now, and they don’t know it. If they knew about the ruse that I know about, they’d understand, why they do what they do.

TO GAIN A CLEAR IDEA OF HOW THIS HATRED

HAS SPREAD SO FAR AND WIDE,

YOU NEED ONLY LOOK TO, WHO GROWS OUR FOOD

AND WHO GIVES US OUR MEDS,

IS THERE A LINK?.

UNFORTUNATELY, YES.

THERE IS A LINK,

IT’S IN WHAT YOU DRINK.

IT’S ALSO IN THE MACARONI SALAD YOU EAT.

IF YOU HAVEN’T LEARNT YET

WHAT IT IS THAT WRESTS YOUR BREATH,

YOU NEED TO READ ABOUT THE REST

IN THE BOOK THAT IS OUT TO UNDRESS

OUR INDUSTRY OF INTENTIONAL DISTRESS.

YOU WILL WANT TO LEARN ‘BOUT THE GLUCOSE YEARN

THAT LEADS TO ALL THIS DISTRESS THAT MAKES YOUR LIFE A MESS.

YOU CAN FIND ALL THE DETAILS BELOW TO LEARN THE RUSE OF THE GLUCOSE BLUES;